Hippie Vibes: 2010

안녕!!!!

잘 지내 시죠??

ㅎㅎㅎ~

recently, i dont know why i am so happy? hahahha! hmm... keep smiling and laughing.

last friday, went recce at marina barrage for nebo kidz day out 2!! first time flying kite! so excited!! ^^

on the weekends, worked at Samsung Galaxy Tan launch! i didnt know G.Na will be performing until i reached the place. ㅋㅋㅋ Heard her rehearse then we went in to check out the place. like a cool only! 멋지다~

the event started at 7plus with G.Na's performance. some fans were outside... when g.na went out to greet them, the scream was WOHWOH! what if is BEAST? LOLS! i think my incharge wont see me anywhere! LOLS!

the place was super duper freezing cold.. we cannot stand still to promote. LOLS! even customers cannot stand it. after work, 12am! we went bugis to eat dinner! STEAMBOAT! 진짜 시원이다!!!

cab home with jiawei....

next day, shaymond drove me to work. like a cool only! LOLS!

same~~ super cold! and things happened! ohmy~

work end at 6pm. went serangoon to me my friends for dinner! hehehe! so full~

school has been great. just that my brain not working well. i keep forgetting things. haiyooo! i lost my notes then i left another notes in esc forgetting to take it. urgh! i must tie strings to all my things! LOLS!

laser tag and tprawks this fri and sat. all the best!

everyone have fun!!!!

going out with amigo and flamingos today! hope yc can join us for dinner!

anyways, i love BEAST's 4th mini album!!!

2. Beautiful

Beautiful my girl
My beautiful my girl and I
So beautiful my girl (in the cube)
Ha ha girl
This is my confession
Drop that beat

Oh listen to my heart 내 맘 들어봐 봐 어떤 말로도 너를 표현할 수 없지만
그냥 내 style로 내 맘 들려줄게 oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you
세상을 다 줘도
you you you you
너와 바꾸진 못해

Hey baby girl 매일이 즐거워 사실 좀 두려워 누가 뭐래도 넌 I want

So beautiful my girl oh oh girl oh oh girl 시간이 지나도
누구보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 아껴줄게 my girl 모두 다 줄게
너 (U) 너에게 (U) 에에게 oh oh
니가 어디 있든 달려 갈 수 있어 I always think about you
지금보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 사랑할게 my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful (Don't be shy girl)

니가 힘들 땐 언제나 I’ll be there 아무때나 내게 와 나의 품에 안겨
그냥 눈을 감고 내 맘 들어봐 봐 oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you
아무도 못 막아
you you you you
널 향한 나의 마음

하루의 스물네 시간을 널 위해 써도 아깝지 않은 게 나야 Just take my hand and fly

So beautiful my girl (U) oh oh girl (U) oh oh girl 시간이 지나도
누구보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 아껴줄게 my girl 모두 다 줄게
너 (U) 너에게 (U) 에에게 oh oh
니가 어디 있든 달려 갈 수 있어 I always think about you
지금보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 사랑할게 my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful
Beautiful my girl

Make a love baby Just make a love
Feeling in my heart
So nice

So beautiful my girl oh oh girl oh oh girl 시간이 지나도
누구보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 아껴줄게 my girl 모두 다 줄게
너 (U) 너에게 (U) 에에게 oh oh
니가 멀리 있어도 느낄 수 있어 I'm always dreaming about you
지금보다 내가 더 더 더 너를 사랑할게 my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you

2. Beautiful

Beautiful my girl
My beautiful my girl and I
So beautiful my girl (in the cube)
Ha ha girl
This is my confession
Drop that beat

Oh listen to my heart, no words can describe you, but
Just in my style I'll tell you my heart, oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you
Even if I have the whole world
You you you you
I can't trade you for it

Hey baby girl, every day is enjoyable, truthfully I'm a little afraid, no matter what anyone says I want you

So beautiful my girl oh oh girl oh oh girl, even if time passes
I will treasure you more than anyone else can, my girl, I'll give you everything
You (U) to you (U) oh oh
Wherever you are, I can run to you, I always think about you
I will love you even more than now, my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
Oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful (Don't be shy girl)

When you are having a hard time, I'll be there always, come to me whenever you want into my arms
Just close your eyse and listen to my heart, oh listen listen listen girl

Nothing better than you
Nothing can stop it
You you you you
My feelings for you

Even if I use 24 hours of a day for you, it's not a waste, just take my hand and fly

So beautiful my girl (U) oh oh girl (U) oh oh girl. even if time passes
I will treasure you more than anyone else can, my girl, I'll give you everything
You (U) to you (U) oh oh
Wherever you are, I can run to you, I always think about you
I will love you even more than now, my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
Oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful
Beautiful my girl

Make a love baby Just make a love
Feeling in my heart
So nice

So beautiful my girl (U) oh oh girl (U) oh oh girl. even if time passes
I will treasure you more than anyone else can, my girl, I'll give you everything
You (U) to you (U) oh oh
Even when you are far away, I can feel you, I'm always dreaming about you
I will love you even more than now, my girl you you you my girl

(U) oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you
Oh beautiful (U) so beautiful (U) my beautiful nothing better than you

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hello!

gonna update before i turn in.

second week of school was hectic. I went home super late and mummy became to worry for me. sigh...

i printed my notes and now i can study! hehe~

recently, i feel very sad. do you know there's one day after school, im left alone. left the lab myself, seeing no one wait for me outside. took the lift myself, walk on concourse myself. i almost cried. it's like you guys see me with lots of friends but actually i dont feel it. down inside im a loner. they thought i will have people with me but.... actually i am walking alone. i never tell my mummy cos i want her to know i can handle everything by myself.

my used to be close friends are all gone. they dont tell me anything anymore. i dont know anything. this is what are friends for?

for eguides, i am in FA. now i wonder, did i make the right decision. once used to be a team that makes me really laugh from my heart, now it's gone. i become like a stranger.

now to my friends, it seems that i am not significant anymore. whether i am happy, sad or angry, they dont seem to care anymore. maybe i have lose them. i ask myself alot of times, should i go back during april? shld i join april? will i ever find the initial feeling again? i dont know. i lose alot of friends and im like left with nobody. becos i spend alot of time in sch, i thought i have people beside me, but end up, i have none. becos i am busy in sch, i couldnt meet up with shiting when she is back in singapore. i feel very bad. also, becos i am busy in sch, i cant meet my crazy colleagues. i lose all these people. yet now, i lose my most important people. what should i do?

to me, as a friend, i dont think i have done anything wrong to you guys. i dont know why i have to deserve such treatment. when i feel you guys are feeling unhappy, i did concern. even if you guys reply me a 'im okay', i am okay with it. cos during that time, at least i feel i am still one of u guys. but now, i dont even dare to ask becos u guys just walk off in front of me.

i really wanna cry out becos i have put it in my heart for a very long time. everytime, i pretend to be alright. people see me to be in anger most of the time. but my face is like that, when i dont smile i look angry. i am tired of explaining this. why cant u guys understand? perhaps humans are like that.

how to tell u guys how i feel when what your actions doesnt seem to care. end up, i am talking to myself. why always put it in a way, it's my fault? i am not born to swallow blames. if i know i did something wrong, i will always apologise. but there are times, i dont think i have done anything wrong yet people make it like i am in the wrong. dont you think it's very unfair?

sigh...

shall end with SNSD's My Best Friend. the lyrics are well written. read it my friends~

TRANSLATION:
Even after a small fight yesterday
Today we're laughing and hugging
Putting our arms around each other
Our promise to each other
You are my best friend

Even in just a common worry
Don't tolerate being alone for nothing
Tell me
Promise one more time OH~

When you laugh, I'm also happy
When you're sad
My eyes are also wet

*The only one in this world, my friend
My joy, my soul
I'm going to protect those precious things
I'll forever vow to heaven
I love you, friend

Always
I'm going to give you strength
I'm your best friend for life
Good movies, good songs
If I find a good person,
I'll definitely let you know
Our promise together NO NO NO

Without sparing any expense
We'll buy tasty things for each other
A promise in between our fingers YEAH YEAH~

When you're not around, it's too cold
When you're sick
I can't sleep and I worry

*REPEAT

**My life's gift, my friend
My jewel, my miracle
I'm going to protect these things I'm thankful for
Vowing to heaven once again
I love you, friend

Holding hands together
If there's one thing I believe in,
It's that I won't be afraid no matter what
Friendly words are a bit awkward, but
For us,
It's like talking was made for us
My friend

*REPEAT
**REPEAT

Making a pretty nickname
Joking around
Sometimes changing into each other's cool clothes
The first one on your speed dial
Is my number
And best friends
Are surely for life

You're my friend forever
My one and only friend
You're my friend forever
My one and only friend

HANGUL:
어제 작은 다툼에도
오늘 웃고 안아주고
감싸주기
자 서로 약속
You are my best friend

그저 흔한 고민에도
괜히 혼자 참지 말고
말해주기
한번만 더 약속 OH~

난 네가 웃을 때면 나도 행복해
난 네가 슬플 때면
내 두 눈도 젖는 걸

이 세상 하나뿐인 my friend
나의 기쁨 나의 영혼
그런 소중함을 지켜갈게
하늘에 영원히 맹세해
사랑해 친구야

언제나 내가
힘이 되어 줄꺼야
평생토록 너만의 단짝
좋은 영화 좋은 노래
좋은 사람 찾으면 꼭
알려주기
우리 함께 약속 NO NO NO

아까워하지 말고
맛있는 것 서로 사주기
손가락을 걸고 약속 YEAH YEAH~

난 네가 없을 때면 너무 쓸쓸해
난 네가 아플 때면
잠 못 들고 걱정해

이 세상 하나뿐인 my friend
나의 기쁨 나의 영혼
그런 소중함을 지켜갈게
하늘에 영원히 맹세해
사랑해 친구야

내 삶의 선물이야 my friend
나의 보석 나의 기적
그런 감사함을 지켜갈게
하늘에 또 한번 맹세해
사랑해 친구야

함께 손잡고
믿음 하나면
어떤 일이든 난
두렵지 않은걸
우정이란 말
어색하지만
우리를 위해서
만들어낸 얘기같아~
my friend

이 세상 하나뿐인 my friend
나의 기쁨
나의 영혼
그런 소중함을 지켜갈게
하늘에 영원히 맹세해
사랑해 친구야

내 삶의 선물이야 my friend
나의 보석 나의 기적
그런 감사함을 지켜갈게
하늘에 또 한번 맹세해
사랑해 친구야

예쁜 별명 짓고
장난치고
멋진 옷 서로 가끔
바꿔 입고
단축번호 1번
내 번호로
그리고 단짝은
꼭 평생토록

넌 영원한 나의 친구
단 하나뿐인 내 친구
넌 영원한 나의 친구
단 하나뿐인 내 친구

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hello!!

Im here to update my blog! ㅋㅋㅋ

so in love with my new pic! BEAST's concert pic! ㅎㅎㅎ

anyways, Year 2.2 has started. And the first week is gone like this. quite a busy for me. I dont understand why i feel so tired and it's only week 1! hahahaha! never mind! im okay! so dont worry, people!

I miss my classmates especially the girls! omg! you know what? since first day of school, I have been laughing all day! these girls never fail to make me laugh like some crazy bitch! LOLS! I enjoy myself! more to go!

this semester gonna be a tough one? i guess~ we have tons of projects. I need to pull up my grades. really disappointing when i talk about this.

nevertheless, im gonna work doubly hard!

ohya! am in L.I.F.E now! i really wanna thank alot of pple. esc, ies, life, programmers and k903. I really get to learn lots of things from all of you. And i am really happy! ^^ 감사하니다!

work tmr at m1 tampines. good thing or bad? I dont know~ but i hope to be busy so that time passes quickly! i feel so weird not going school today! hahahha! i am gonna sleep after i blog!

Watched Mubank today!

BEAST, Se7en, SHINee's goodbye stages. Hope to hear more from my big brother Se7en. Hope SHINee get a good rest especially jonghyun! good to have gf! you same age as me lehs! taemin still young so no gf for you! noona disallow! LOLS! beast will still be busy cos of concert and japan debut! anw, they will visit singapore this december for mnet ultimate! not going! but i know dujun and junhyung will miss me and call me when they reach sg! LOLS! i will be in school studying hard! hahahha!

okays!

shall end with lyrics from BEAST's Break Down! Dujun ah~ can you sing for me?

Break Down

Girl, what should I do baby
I can’t I can’t do anything

You’re my everything I I need you in my life girl
아직은 헤어질 시간이 아냐 조금 더 있어
널 웃게 해줄 사람 나뿐인 거 모르겠니
날 웃게 해줄 사람도 역시 너 하나뿐이야

심장이 터진다 네 맘이 들린다
아무렇지 않아 떨린 내 목소리
눈물이 흐른다 아닌 척 감춘다
이제는 너와 나 모두 끝났잖아

Love is over 너와의 약속도
Love is over 함께한 시간도
Love 지워진 걸 아무리 불러도

비워둔 맘은 널 기다리고 있잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
지워진 자린 날 멀리 가라 하잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
기다려 봐도 넌 이젠 볼 수 없잖아
지울 수도 없잖아 바보 같은 하루도
끝이 없잖아

멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down
가질 수 없는 너의 맘 Break Down
잊으려 해봐도 눈 감아도
멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down

어제 마신 술로 쓰라린 속을 잡고 눈을 떠
깨어난 순간부터 당연한 듯 날 괴롭혀
인정할 수 없는 이별 널 사랑한 순간을 다 짓밟혀 벗어나고 싶은 걸

Love is over 너와의 약속도
Love is over 함께한 시간도
Love 지워진 걸 아무리 불러도

비워둔 맘은 널 기다리고 있잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
지워진 자린 날 멀리 가라 하잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
기다려 봐도 넌 이젠 볼 수 없잖아
지울 수도 없잖아 바보 같은 하루도
끝이 없잖아

멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down
가질 수 없는 너의 맘 Break Down
잊으려 해봐도 눈 감아도
멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down

내 귓가를 지겹도록 맴도는 너의 목소리
복잡한 도시의 소음도 삼킬 수 없는 Melody
너와의 시간은 어느새 바람을 타고 저 멀리
손 닿을 수 없을 만큼 날아갔지 Our Memory

비워둔 맘은 널 기다리고 있잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
지워진 자린 날 멀리 가라 하잖아 (너 없이 뭘 해 뭘 해)
널 보낸 맘은 날 기다리게 하잖아
이젠 알 수 있잖아 바보 같은 하루도
끝이 없잖아

멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down
가질 수 없는 너의 맘 Break Down
잊으려 해봐도 눈 감아도
멈출 수 없는 내 맘 Break Down

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another week has passed.

exams start on monday!

have been busy studying everyday...

worked for comex on thur-fri. soso~ was at main booth.

i seriously hate main booth. so demoralising only. then pple start saying me like i cant sell, not chiong enough. fyi, I NEVER WANT TO WORK AT MAIN BOOTH AT ALL AND I DID SELL! I TRIED MY BEST TO SELL! fuckers~

sat, i went sch to study. cos i went late and i only managed to study a little. then off to meet elain and the rest.

visited everyone at comex. weekends got more promoters i know working. so naise!

dinner at pastamania.. den meet the promoters for taohuey~ so many people!

hahhaa! felix gege sent us home~ cindy ah~ sorrweee!!

gonna turn in soon cos my eyes are half closed.

but let me rent a little.

firstly, i tink people shld get their facts right. so what my cousin is working at samsung hub. so what her bf is our team leader. so what? like wtf? my boss is still all of your boss. i dont get favours. i gone through the newbie path.. worked at wulu places. i dont usually request deployments. i dont usually work at roadshows. i fucking stuck at some place for 2 months. i endured every comments i heard.

like stop fucking give me eyes that i have my cousin!

fyfi~ during off work, i never talk to my cousin about work. even if she or her bf asked, i never say anything. so some of you can fucking sht ur irritating mouths.

like fuck, im only working as a part timer to get some income like all of you. i dont fucking need to go through all this.

if you dislike my cousin or her bf, thats your own fucking chao chee bye business. not mine~

if u hate me becos i am a family member of her, then u should fucking go bang the wall. haveing some low EQ, i think u can stuck at this freaking job forever.

to tell you, i never want to go work at samsung hub. i have my own ambitions.

samsung hub in future? no way!

im gonna quit if i can get a same salary weekend job... or quit once i graduate from poly.

okay.. at least i feel ok now!

some pple seriously need to use their pig brain to think.

part timer only why create so many politics. if you like politics so much then go into a government sector lars.

my depression become worse becos all of this.

then there is this guy.. seriously shld get a life. being so petty!

sucha disappointment!

i began to hate samsung!

nights!

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Hello!

you aint seeing things. im back today to update this blog. hahaha!

since i am at the library now doing nothing.

school have been fun but real~~~ stress up.

year 2 is not a nice year to be playing. for my course, we have projects for every module.

deadlines are squeezed becos of yog. for exam, we have 2 more weeks of study break instead of 1 week. more or less, we have more time to study for our exam.

however, projs driving me crazy.

becos i have frequent meetings too.

in addition, my weekends are spend working more than resting.

gonna stop working for 2 weeks. means this week and next.

i will use the weekend to sleep and sleep.

having frequent headaches due to lack of sleep. sometimes, i lost balance.

my face condition becoming worse... pimple outbreak, bla bla bla. makes me so sad.

last saturday was the worse day of my life, i swear. so many unlucky things happened on me. that i wanna give up my life. actually i hated my life... but my polymates make it worthwhile living. i feel lesser stress with them. i feel more real with them.

recently, i realise alot of things too. pple like to make use of me... they make it that others thought i am best fren of them or dey are my best fren. well, initially, i thought so. however, i got distance after some time. haha.. maybe this is life. making use of pple around you is normal.

i often think, why i wanna help pple. wads good helping? actually dey just wanna make use of u. once u are of no use, dey behave as if they dont noe u. wtf right?

but, down in my heart, i believe even pple dont return u becos u help them, god will.

i hated making frens. actually kind of regret working as a promoter now. cos my friendship circle expand like a big. i dont like. cos i find it scary.. i have close frens at work but after time and time, im afraid. i make frens from everywhere. and actually, i dont noe how real dey are.

dats why in my whole life, i hide most of my real thoughts and feelings.

i feel tired smiling and laughing everyday even though im not happy. sucks.

but wad to do..

the people ard me are scary. will dey turn their back on me?

i guess mostly will.

haaaaa...

anw, SHINee is back with their second album.

Se7en is back with a mini album after so long.

Super Junior is promoting their repackaged now.

bye.