i feel im so crazy... i dn noe lars~ my mind jus couldnt stop tinking. hais~ am i really laughing/smiling frm my heart? now feelings cant get rite. i dn noe how i feel nor tinking. it's like thousands of things flashing through my mind.. wad shld i do? it's january and i shld be happy but why am i like this? can someone shake me out of my dreams? can someone bring happy to me? im lost... i noe some of dem might say im always liddat. ya i noe.. but my heart.... it's nt alrite..

GFs, i hope to spend more time with u guys.. cos this is ur last yr.. den i will be all alone. hais~

I WANT MICKEY ICE-CREAM CAKE ON 30TH JAN!