PISSED WITH MYSELF:(

by - Wednesday, May 20, 2009

hi!

today is quite a bad day for me:(
just the first lesson, i have totally no mood.
cos of engine fund lab! the circuits really pissed me off.
no matter how careful i am, i still screwed everything up!!!!!!!
so i was very demoralised and angry with myself. decided to give up doing the experiment... tried solving the theory questions...however, im still bothered by the circuits.. so i stood up, and went to toilet to cool myself up. i almost cried but i held the tears back. im 19, and would not want to cry becos of this. im like the only one lacking behind. i am not the kind that likes to compare here and there. but when everyone around successfully finishes their work, i feel demoralised. im STRESS! seriously, i think i am gonna break down anytime... gonna suffer from depression soon at this rate.
am i stupid? wtf! F.U.C.K!

well, i was feeling better after cooling down.
decided to go free access lab of friday to do more circuits and to prepare for next week lab test.
after school, met cousin and frens. went lunch together then emaths extra lesson with lijia. saw weiting... we stayed at a empty classroom alaf-ing. LOLS! laughed like a crazy girl!!!
went tcc to watch abit of their ceremony. hahaha~ lucky, i watched abit only:)
took pics...den eugene drove verlynn home to change her heels. killer heels man! haha!
den we headed down to heeren. lost our way -.-
dined with the rest..im lazy to name everyone. haha!
and they played some irritating game. hahah~

home after dinner.
thanks eugene for driving:)

gonna do my project now..
wtf!
i wanna skip sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fishball!
cheeseball!

BYE!

i wanna go shop shop!!

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