DIE!!!

1st paper tday. gonna fail chinese this time!! hais~stared at the question paper fer 5 mins b4 starting. i have no idea wad im writing. lack of ideas~paper was difficult. hais~1st paper made me lose half confident fer the rest of my papers. how am i to continue? give up? nono~ive come so far, shouldnt give up. i failed my physic CA. becos of the last test.

feeling low now. i tink im no longer belong to dat clique anymore. shld i leave? it's so diff now. no matter how hard i tried~so so different. im really tired to catch hold on sth dat is dropping dwn. shld i save it? i felt so lonely..hais~dying soon.

study study!!!