Somehow, the feelings are up and down. And I feel so dumb to get affected. 

I was happy for a few days and now I'm back to the state where I feel I truly overthink.

I question myself if it was just my fault but the feelings and looks were somehow indescribable.

It's been a long time since I am affected by such things. I have no idea what should I do..

For now, is to hide this sadness and look on a brighter side.

Perhaps, I'm just tired