I turn away
and close my heart -
to the promise of love
that is luring.

For the past has taught
to not be caught,
in what is not,
worth pursuing -

To never
do the things I've done
that once had led
to my undoings.

 - Love & Misadventure, Lang Leav

As we grow, we came to realise how weak a human can be.
Honestly, I have turned a little emotional as I grow. Maybe what they said is true. We have seen, go through much more as compared we were young.

Illness, I have people around me falling ill. Some are my friends, some are just acquaintance. But when I heard of them falling ill out of sudden, I'm always dumbfounded. I start reflecting why should we hate, why should we be sad, of life. We should be sad because the illness is gonna end our lives, we should not be sad because of unhappiness in what we have experienced.

It is really scary to me nowadays. I always pray for my loved ones to be healthy and happy.

Death, I believe all of us will be gone one day. When is it - we do not have an answer. We can just be gone while walking, sleeping or eating. Death is uncontrollable.

Times like this... I stay quiet just to do some self-reflect.
Reflecting about everything, everyone.

I don't know how many of you felt the same as me.

Sometimes, I just want to be alone. Alone, in my own world. Hoping there are no disturbance. No intruders to the peace I want.
When someone breaks that peace or step into that boundary, you just gave a deadly stare or felt annoyed.

I am like that. Sometimes, I detached myself away from the world. I do not where I traveled to, but only know I want to be alone. Maybe a me-time. That is why I may rejected some outings at times. I just cant be helped. I just want my world to be quiet at that very moment.

I admit I always build an invisible wall around me when I'm at work or when I don't feel like interacting with anyone even my close friends. My family members might get this often at home.

I just dislike my world being intruded. Sometimes you just need peace in your mind to live longer and happier. Don't you think so?

Hi People!
First post of 2014!! *SCREAMS*
Can you believe!? It's freaking 2014 now! Time really flies like nothing. LOLS!

I have decided to recap 2013 and state my hopes for 2014 first. Then, followed by the outdated 2013 posts.

So let's get started~~

Jan'13:
I stated my 2013 resolutions: