안녕!

Updating during lunch.
Finally it's Friday. These few weeks, I  have been dying to meet my weekends because work is kind of tiring for me.

the endless testing, proj and work. drain out my energy very fast. Every day I woke up feeling as if I didnt have much sleep. Guess, I am in the working world officially. Complaining and whining about work anywhere anytime. hahaha!

I dont even have the mood to meet friends after work. All I want is to bill my customer and go home right after. OT after OT, things still not clear. sigh~
Anyways, at least my time is fully utilised. hehehe!

okay. i need to do my work already. BYE!
바이~~ 씨유!

안녕!

decided to post a little before heading to bed.

have been ill past one or two weeks, and i couldnt enjoy myself.
now, i am still not feeling well but 90% to recovery:)

Let's talk about work first.
this week is definitely not a smooth one for my work. have a few problematic cases/customers. I have to bear their attitude. *FACEPALM* they are really cruel that spoil my day.
Especially today. first time im on the line for around 20min or more. She's so demanding. She thinks she a queen. And I actually pissed off and asked her what she want. All I wanted is to get a verification on the reference no. And she bombarded me with tons of questions. totally no mercy. hatred! luckily she's not in my accounts.
But colleagues were great. They helped me along the way esp my mentor. Willing to answer my questions and help me solve!! ^^

Next, social life.
This week is great! Tuesday, had dinner w my sister. Treat her to Vanilla Cafe and we bought Rainbow Cake at Le Chocolat cafe. $7 per slice. Many of them think it's expensive. My colleagues had a shock. hahaa! My parents nag at us. LOLS!
Wednesday, met with the long time no see alumni. We went Swee Choon for dinner!! I still prefer 126 though! hahaha! It's great meeting them after all of us graduated.
Today!! I met my beloved proggies!!! Dined at pizza hut!! I miss miss miss them so much. Esp Jean & Agnes. I miss the time in camps. they would sleep beside me.
Tmr!! It's Friday!! And im meeting up with my classmates. Really glad that we are still meeting. Seems like we are really united!! hahaha! K903 yo!!

Anyws, Im really happy to make new friends at work. Getting closer w them. And im glad to have Ms Koh (tinghuan) w me in the company. I hope she gain experience and also gain more friends. hahaha!
I wanna say that I may have been forgotten by some who I once thought they would never forget me. But I know there are some, the minority, still remembering me. Also agreed to my dates or ask me out. The minority are the ones who are really more genuine. In relationship, i think it's not about the quantity but the quality. I seem to have lots of friends. But I tell yall once again. I do not have.
I am pretty happy w my life now. No regrets. Those who forget me, I wont want them to remember me anymore. I forgo them. What for make myself like so miserable when the circle does not willing to make space for me. I will always be an outsider no matter how hard I wanna cherish it.

I made a promise to myself not to look back anymore. It's gone. It's over.
Now and the future is what I have and looking forward.

Those pictures on my board at home. I feel like removing them so that I could forget.
The picture frame on my work desk, I feel like dumping it into my cupboard. So that whenever, I take a rest, I wont look at it and start missing every pain and happiness I used to go through.

But well... I know I have change because my life has gone to another level. A brand new story, I am writing now. New characters, new storyline.

굿밤!
 

Hello!

Fell sick right after Big Bang concert. They heat up my body yea! ahahaha!

Anyways, BKK trip in December is confirmed! Ticket bought, hotel booked!
YAY! Im gonna be on budget starting from this month till my BKK trip.

Indeed, it is true. Once you work, you spend more. I have not been saving up. I still have to pay my insurance and other stuff.
Money is so important when you leave school.

Working life is more or less stable. Im adapting to the environment well. Those who dont smile at me already started smiling at me. I guess it's all up to individual to open up themselves.
Frankly speaking, Im a person who only talk to people I know. I distant myself from strangers. Even though you all might say that I am outgoing because I joined camps in school, Im a committee member in ESC. But truly, it took me quite a while to talk to people who i dont know.

Recently, I am very annoyed by somebody. I mean you dont act like your age. I feel that Im more mature than that person. Shall named that person 'X'. To X, instead of wanting the environment to accept. I think you should accept the environment. Environment or people wont accept you if u are not going to accept them. It's a give and take thing.
Im so disagree w what X said. Acting like this just show how childish you are.
And now, im in the middle again. Sometimes I think Im always stuck in the middle. ALWAYS!
A-B-C. A & C are my friends. But they dislike each other. So I end up being B. The middle person who are good with everyone.

Thats why I seem to have many friends. but actually I dont have. Cos im always in the middle. I end up making myself happy.
But i am glad to have a few friends who willing to treat me preciously. Im not someone who express feelings easily. But my heart feels it. I am grateful to anyone who help me and accepting me. I am willing to accept my friends for who they are. Thats what friends are for, isnt it?

I gotta sleep now. need much rest. Nights