So if your teacher postponed ur deadline. it is not a good thing cos u have other submissions and u end up squeezing everything together. so u have to do many things at the same time.

my dear frens, i know how ure feeling. but hang it there a little while more.

have been looking positively lately... although i feel depressed sometime but still i am making myself to feel better by thinking differently.

i really want all these to end now...

next week gonna be the last week of first sem. then shall study hard for my exams..

and i will be busy with camps. hahaha!

off now. i need to do projs!

Im bored ttm. so i shall blog. hehssss!

I have no school on friday. cos pmi lab was cancelled and left with lectures. so i skipped lectures:) supposed to go out with my crazy girls but they went to watch movie and sushi buffet. however, i wanna shop. mummy is nice.. she shopped with me:D happy!

well, went town... tried on some shoes. guess wad, i have skinny feet. so it look weird on me:((

went to see clothes at topshop. but nothing caught my eyes. went far east.. however, the things never change. gave up and proceed to orchard central. wanted to buy Zara's jean-legging. but it doesnt have any left. sold out. wth! went forever 21. managed to buy a top. yes! whole day one top! cos either dont have my size or not nice on me. sucks!

but still, at least i shop a little.

i need to get a pencil. LOLS!

didnt work weekends.. cos i need to rest hard. hahaha!

will not work this week too. i think my IC will put me in some wulu place when i get back to work. hahaha! just a feeling.

anw, left a week and study break is here. let's all endure the very last lap. rest well and study hard during study break!

no school today.. but tmr i have quiz. wed, thur too. sucks! all not ready.

4 projs submission soon. 1 this week.. the rest next.. is scary... cos all not yet done. hais!

recently i love the songs Better Together by Se7en, I need a girl by Taeyang. I wish Se7en is really my brother! i think he will be sweet to me.. hahaha! I really hope G-dragon will be my boyfriend.. he sure to treat me damn nice. and he's stylish... walk together with him will be great! hahaha....

ok!

bye..

back to work:)

you aint seeing things. im back today to update this blog. hahaha!

since i am at the library now doing nothing.

school have been fun but real~~~ stress up.

year 2 is not a nice year to be playing. for my course, we have projects for every module.

deadlines are squeezed becos of yog. for exam, we have 2 more weeks of study break instead of 1 week. more or less, we have more time to study for our exam.

however, projs driving me crazy.

becos i have frequent meetings too.

in addition, my weekends are spend working more than resting.

gonna stop working for 2 weeks. means this week and next.

i will use the weekend to sleep and sleep.

having frequent headaches due to lack of sleep. sometimes, i lost balance.

my face condition becoming worse... pimple outbreak, bla bla bla. makes me so sad.

last saturday was the worse day of my life, i swear. so many unlucky things happened on me. that i wanna give up my life. actually i hated my life... but my polymates make it worthwhile living. i feel lesser stress with them. i feel more real with them.

recently, i realise alot of things too. pple like to make use of me... they make it that others thought i am best fren of them or dey are my best fren. well, initially, i thought so. however, i got distance after some time. haha.. maybe this is life. making use of pple around you is normal.

i often think, why i wanna help pple. wads good helping? actually dey just wanna make use of u. once u are of no use, dey behave as if they dont noe u. wtf right?

but, down in my heart, i believe even pple dont return u becos u help them, god will.

i hated making frens. actually kind of regret working as a promoter now. cos my friendship circle expand like a big. i dont like. cos i find it scary.. i have close frens at work but after time and time, im afraid. i make frens from everywhere. and actually, i dont noe how real dey are.

dats why in my whole life, i hide most of my real thoughts and feelings.

i feel tired smiling and laughing everyday even though im not happy. sucks.

but wad to do..

the people ard me are scary. will dey turn their back on me?

i guess mostly will.

haaaaa...

anw, SHINee is back with their second album.

Se7en is back with a mini album after so long.

Super Junior is promoting their repackaged now.

bye.