have no confidence to score well at all. sucks ttm!

this week passes super fast.

wasnt in good condition. in a veh depress state. till i wanna give up everything i am doing now.

so now, i am still recovering.

i am lucky to recover fast because i have veh good frens around me.

thankyou people!

people always expect to get as much as they can. but they need to know whether people could achieve what they want.

hais...

i am tired to interact.

becoming sick of working, studying, making frens.

the more i do all this the more i feel tired.

in short, im tired of life.

let me get out of it!

bye... i need to be back with my books

am here to update and go to bed next.

yog break now. however, first 2 weeks i have been going back to sch till im a little sick of it.

i feel like quitting my part time job and find a new one. still considering...

you know i am actually not as cheerful that of u keep seeing me as. no one actually know what i am really thinking. since young, yes. i dont like pple to ask me alot of personal things. so i am not a girl that goes into relationship. cos the boy will only bore to death. the date will be silence. is either i find a guy that without me talking he will know what i want. haha! i know i will never find such person.

pple ask do i want to get marry? answer is a definite NO! im a feminine. i dont think having a husband is a must. i can live on my own. so what if i die, no one to die with me. who cares? death is natural. everyone will die one day. girls can stand up alone in the society also.

anyways, yea. i hate pple asking me about myself. thats why i hate self-intro, fyi. you will get to know me better as time goes by.

recently, everyone thought im gonna be attach soon.. but sorry~ no, im not. still gonna stay single as long as i could. being in a relationship, to me, is a chore. i hate having a status. maybe i can be veh 'aimei' with a person but that doesnt conclude i need a boyf.

and the rumors... i think i did wrongly too.

i think i shld let this die off. back to normal life!

hais....

i dont know what to say

im ok with typing out some of my thoughts. but i hate talking...

like difficult.

end here.. it's late